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Friday, April 10, 2009

The Fingers Behind This Keyboard Relieve The Failure

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, the shadow in the background of the mourge..

When you arrive home after not coming home since forever (seems like it), you would really love to arrive home to warm hugs from your family.. And that was just what I got from my father. huhu ;')
Missed him to bits. My mother is more conservative when it comes to conveying emotion. I don't mind really, because I know she loves me no matter what. I love you guys! *hugs*

"Yo dude, what's up with the emo alluva sudden??" What? Is it wrong for me to love my parents (my brothers unexcluded of course) and announce that very true fact to the world? Last time I checked, there was no Law prohibiting me from doing that.

As you can all guess, I've returned to my humble abode for the weekend. To disclose you guys, it's not even a full weekend yo. I'm only staying here for one night. Tomorrow morning I'll be off to Penang again. *Sad*. I really miss the carefree spirit when I am at home. Here, I feel like I've left all my burdens at the institute and here, I am just plain old (young) Abang, unencumbered by my responsibilities back at Bukit Coombe. *Sigh*. Just thinking about it all makes my head feel like maggi-leftover-from-last-night-when-you-thought-you-were-starving-to-death-but-after-cooking-it-you-lost-your-appetite. Thus, I won't think about it. Genius solution, no?? *Laughs hollowly*

But seriously, it's great to be around family. Yeah you can have great friends, but you only have ONE family, tied together by the very blood that runs inside your veins and arteries and cappillaries. You should not hate your family, because at the end of the day, they really ARE all you have. No one would sacrifice so much for another person if they were not their family. (I've lost my point here. No thesis statement, making this entry a bad one.)

Basically, I just want to say that I love being home, not having to stress out about English Language Outreach Programme (which I have "creatively" abbreviated to ELOP.. Get it? Elope?? hehe), Language Camp (I've been calling it LC for LC 135, the elegant motorcycle), Merchant of Venice (I'm actually looking forward to that one), Lela Mayang Drama (serves me right for being gila glamour..huhu) and all the other shiz i've gotta sort out.. Adeyh~ >__<" Assalamualaikum and salam muhibbah!!

p/s :- After rereading the post, I have realised that some of you might not know what ELOP and LC and Lela Mayang are all about.. So check it yo. I'll furnish you guys with the details whenever I get the chance. Promise? [Note that I have put a question mark. I have decided to not promise you, because I might not keep to my word.. It just adds to the mystery, doesn't it? I'm sure you're hitting your keyboards, demanding me to open the juice box which is all them gossipss.. (Macam la hang tu baguih sangat anak pak man oih sampai orang nak demand2 plak..) hehe]
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17 comments:

pencari sejati said...

engkau pun balik jugk ker...
btol3...

we juz hav ONE family..
frenz boleh crk byk2..

tpkan..
to find the bez fren or SAHABAT...
not very easy...

hahaha
jumpe kat blok gajus...

WiDa said...

kalu hg ada motor LC kt umah, jgn lupa bwk yerk...

hey, check out my blog..kalu suka dgq lagu Beauty and the Beast...n do leave comments...

kacipcrew said...

i think i followed ur blogs ady.. haish.. gud luck with ur lc n elope things :D

Chom said...
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Chom said...

Oh, brapa kali dah aku mention nak jumpa ang..

hurm things doesn't always work out with what you want ain't it?

and sorry, the last post is full of typos that I barely have the heart to look.

ButirStar said...

nice post u have.

u r right, it's not wrong to LOVE or MISS ur family because Allah only gives us ONE family until the end

chris@dotagaki said...

Good post. True... but too bad I dislike my own brother hoho.

anak pak man said...

wah3, first time I got so many comments in one go.. hehe.. XD (jubilant gila inside, but maintains farce macho-ness)
*ehem*

qib- hm, benar.. ku pulang ke rumah kediaman.. dah jumpak dah hang tadi.. nampak makin emsem hg ngan rambut bru ya? jelez gua.. Xp

Wida- if only.. huhu

pidi- aren't u already my follower? (beware the consequences)

chom- true, true.. but ur busy with ur life at taylor's, understood.. but i really do want to see u again sometime..soon, hopefully.. InsyaAllah..

butirstar- tenkiu teacher! definitely NOT wrong in any way..

chris- hm, too bad indeed.. Quite the contrary to me.. I love my brothers to death.. couldn't imagine my life without them.. and being away from them for a while has made me realise just how much they matter to me.. hope your relationship with your brother improves in the future..

Cheers!!

mademoiselle tq said...

amboi.. byknyer comment..
nk interframe gak ar.. heheh..

anak pak man said...

tq- klau bagi nasihat/komen/kritikan membina, sangat dihargai.. tq tq..

mademoiselle tq said...

owh.. so you want me to comment on what you have written?

well, it's good for you to be able to go back home whilst i can't. and of course, i do miss my family (i was thinking of my little sisters when i saw our bus driver's little daughters while we were in the way back to college last Sunday.:-))

by the way, as for all the burdens that you face these days - i'm absolutely sure that you will benefit yourself in any way in the future. so never feel unhappy, but be proud of yourself!

remember this, God gives us the difficulties because He knows that we can face it.

that's it. =P

anak pak man said...

hehe.. yeah, i guess your right.. But I just feel that my life COULD be a lot less stressed out.. *sigh*.. I don't know.. :'S

pencari sejati said...

gile la anak pakman nie...
byk nyer komen ko...
nmpk nyer hasrat ko nk komen byk2 dh tercapai...
maintance kan la...
hohoho

p/s: hensem ker? wow... mengutuk aku erk..hhuhuhu.. ko x penah pun lagi komen kat page aku..huhu

mademoiselle tq said...

that's why you have to be patient and face each and every problem in a cool way.. (hehe, mcmla aku bleh wat cmtu sgt pn..)

well, i know you can do it. every thing's gonna be just fine!

Max J. Potter said...

i love being home. most of my friends just dont get it. they're the outgoing people. i love home. i love being in a place where i could freely read and do whatever i want. home is sanctuary. kan?

anak pak man said...

TQ- i hope so.. >,-

Max- home is where the heart is, as they say.. but, i have to say, as much as i like being at home, i also like to spend time around my friends..i guess we have to keep those two dimensions balanced to sustain a happy life, no?

phyto hystrix said...

yes. hahaha!